Description: Grant has a deep soul buried beneath the sweet, respectful, forever smiling appearance he displays, yet he also has an abundance of turmoil within him resulting from the crap that was beaten into him by his stepfamily. After his first confession with Reverend Patrick I learned a little more about him, knowing he was not a virgin and having gone all the way with other boys and seeking something else, an older man. I have even talked to him in an impromptu light conversational confession at his request while having coffee, where he opened up a little, trying to unwind some of the stuff within him. He stunned me, telling me funny stories about his sexual exploits, trying anything he could get to shove into his hole. The most notable were some of his mother’s candles she used in her Christmas candelabra. Grant went on to say that the next Christmas, his mother complained that four of the twelve candles looked strange, they were actually bent, as if those four got too hot but the others did not, yet were in the same box together. At the time, I wondered how long he had those candles inside him. We both laughed as he continued to tell his stories and his random thoughts. It was good to see him process. I was able to allay a few of the many problems that he felt, growing up in a household where he was not allowed to be himself, to be who he is and what he is, the boy God made him to be. When he got into the Catholic School he started realizing that he could unravel the ignorant dogma he was taught, including his sexual thoughts. However, Grant really did not completely let go. He was still somewhat guarded. There was more… I went to check on him during his Nighttime Vigils, he stopped, and I told him to continue, then getting down behind him, rubbing his shoulders, I asked what he was seeking. Grant said “clarity, I have doubts about my faith and my thoughts”, still having thoughts he did not understand. Knowing what I did about him and the unraveling he had to go through. I told him that I sensed doubt about things you have trouble admitting or do not understand. He answered “yes”. I told him that “I can guide you. Would you like me to guide you?” Again he answered “yes”. I told him, “you have to trust me completely. What you are feeling can be a gift.” While saying that, I was rubbing down lower and lower, gently rubbing his butt, then pulling up his night shirt, exposing his beautiful body which was my first time to behold it. Perfection! I continued to rub and kiss all over him, marveling at his outward beauty, knowing a gorgeous soul and spirit dwelt inside him, screaming to come out. I finally reached around him, sliding my hand into his underwear, rubbing his cock while pulling his head back to give him a man on man tongue filled kiss. I gently slid his underwear down, exposing his perfect peach, getting him to take them off and hike his right leg up on the bed, spreading that peach open, allowing me to dive in to give him pleasure that only a man can give to another man. It felt like a slice of heaven. Damn, no home made peach cobbler ever tasted that good! I was sucking his cock and balls, licking, then I moved up to his most sensitive spot between those two perfect, ripe mounds and dove in, eating him out, licking, sucking, tonguing, feeling a heat come over me that I seldom feel, ravenous lust. I could not wait anymore, raising up and taking off my clothes. Grant looks back and sees me, reaching over and rubbing the pouch of my underwear. I remove them and guide him over to me and he immediately starts sucking, looking up at me with his sweet eyes that are smiling at me, happy, but soon, I wanted, no, I had to take him to the next level. I got him back up on the bed on his back. He instinctively lifted his legs, opening them wide for me to come to him, and immediately, I licked and sucked his cock and balls moving down to again feast on his crack and hole, back up, then down again. By the sounds he was making, I knew he was ready to raise the heat. It was time to fuck. I lined up and slid in, going in and out, but not fully at first, adding more with several thrusts until I was all the way in. I could not hold myself back as my primal male side blossomed where I was fucking him harder, finally getting into a push up plank position, pounding him. Grant’s moans and smiles were amazing. I have pondered, how could these acts between two creations of God be wrong when the mutual pleasure our bodies were giving to each other was so wonderful, even ethereal. After some heavy pounding, Grant announced that he was going to cum and I looked down to see the head and shaft of his dick had thickened, plus his length was enlarged, realizing he is well endowed. WOW! Grant’s orgasm hit hard, spewing a large load on his stomach. I was not far behind him, deciding to pull out and add my cum to his, glazing him like a donut. The look on his face spoke volumes, he had what he wanted and desperately needed in his life, fulfillment, learning to use his body and talents as a gift. I hope that I can be a constant influence in helping him in his journey to come.